Wo de qian ban sheng : Yishu

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Yi Shu works old joy like dreams 02

我一直希望获得很多爱。如果我不能得到爱，很多钱也是好的。如果我没有这些，我很健康。由于缺乏父亲的爱，西宝很难被母亲抚养，她渴望得到很多爱但却失败了。由于贫穷，她卖掉了自己的青春，成为超级亿万富翁徐存子的情人。在财富和物质生活中，她获得了她想要的一切，甚至更多。然而在情感方面，她总是孤独的。徐存子射杀男友后，她完全绝望，过着宽松的生活。几年后，徐存子的去世使她成为一个富有的女人，但她失去的更多。然而，蒋喜宝很耐心，她的故事并没有结束。

The First Half of My Life can be summarized through the following sequence of major events; getting married, giving birth, being deserted and forced to struggle for survival. The protagonist, Zi Jun, experienced a smooth first half of her life, getting married upon graduation and becoming a full-time housewife spanning 13 years. However, at the age of 35, her husband was lured away into an affair by another woman. Without income to support family and children, Zi Jun's only option was to start over again, establishing a new life, career, and new relationships. Zi Jun's destiny was finally reborn. Yi Shu eloquantly explained this cycle of life as, "We lost something and also gained some. God is fair."