TY - BOOK AU - Li,Yiyun TI - Must I Go : : A NOVEL SN - 9780241284285 U1 - 813.6 23 PY - 2020///] CY - London : PB - Hamish Hamilton, an imprint of Penguin Books, KW - Family secrets KW - Fiction KW - Man-woman relationships KW - Suicide victims KW - Domestic fiction. N2 - "Lilia Liska has shrewdly outlived three husbands, raised five children, and seen the arrival of seventeen grandchildren. Now she has turned her keen attention to the diary of a man named Roland Bouley, with whom she once had an affair--the man who was the father of her daughter Lucy. Lilia tells her rather different version of events revealing the surprising, long-held secrets of her past. And she returns inexorably to her daughter, Lucy, who took her own life at the age of twenty-seven. This is a novel about life in all its messy glory--life lived, for the extraordinary Lilia, absolutely on her own terms. With great candor and insight, Yiyun Li writes of a life of resilience, loss and rebirth"-- Provided by publisher ER -